I’ve attended events, conferences, retreats, seminars and service projects: I have had these epiphanies, self-realizations, experiences of pure service, presence and connection, and then I will go home and feel this ‘event high’ for a week or so, but sooner or later I begin to feel isolated and unsupported, fall back into old habits, and I’m suddenly right back where I started. Continue Reading »
I’m 6′ 4″, I wear size 17 shoes and I weigh around 380 lbs.
When I was a kid, I didn’t fit in… I was weird and misunderstood, and I was bullied a lot. Because of that I decided that I would never make someone else feel bad about themselves because of me, because I knew how it felt to be on the receiving end. So I learned how to look harmless… that’s a really hard thing to do when you’re my size, but I do it every day.